to do is go out of town for spring break. Get a few days away from this stupid town, stupid job, and stupid school….is that too much to ask for? But it’s not going to happen and I’ll probably just spend the whole thing working.
is making super odd noises. I think it’s dying. So I turned it off. Now I’m going to be cold all night plus not having the sound is freaking me out. This silence in my room is creepy. First thing after school tomorrow: buy new heater.
P.s. I smell smoke now, good thing I turned it off.
My mother is crazy. Seriously. But….I can’t live alone because I couldn’t afford it and none of my friends have enough money. I’m going to be stuck in this psychotic fucking house for the rest of my life.
i’m getting better, but it’s in small steps. i’m working on sleeping on the left. i just can’t blame new york for this, and so i’m down again, but this time it’s different. i’m mourning something that i miss and that’s better than being hopeless.